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Thursday, December 17, 2009
Sometimes the choices in life are right in front of you, what if he is the one? How can I make this dream come true. Sometimes I'm so scared to say the feelings that I have for you...I'll treat you like a king if you only knew. I'm going to be the one on the mission pick you flowers for no reason, or we can sit and laugh watch the stars as we go fishing, see I'm the type of girl who do the little things for you, just to see you smile even if it's for a little while...I want to be the one to make you strong not the one to make you weak. just give me one chance, one shot at love, I'll give you my everything, and I'll make this promise to you and the man above...
It's just the little things you do to me is taking me over, and I want to show you everything inside of me, like this crazy heart that keeps on beating. The thought of you, just leaves me jaded, my love is all for you and no one else, hopefully you feel the same way too. Until then I'll hide my feelings for you...
Saturday, December 12, 2009
So recently I've discovered that somethings can't be fixed and it's better off left broken. I'm learning through my mistakes and understanding the lesson of the out come which lead to the mistakes. My struggles in life will not bring me down nor will it not break me in anyway shape or form. My strength and my love is the key to my survive in todays society. My out look of life has changed in so many ways and I feel like I'm growning everyday. I've been told that I'm the glue that holds my family together. Since I don't really have a mom I've became the mom of the household and that made me grow up in more ways then just one. When some people talk to me and then when they do ask my age they step back a bit and think that I'm lieing because I act way or should I say too mature for my age. But when people tell me this I really don't understand because I've been taught to be this way for a longtime. But I do take it as a compliment. haha...Sometimes I like to think I'm a 30 year old stuck in a 22 year body. haha as crazy as it sounds sometimes I feel like a 30 year old and that I'm too old for silly drama shit that goes around in this drama filled Hilo town.
Although somethings will never change, I'm for one will be the one changing, living my life, and taking in every little thing that is out there, to the good the bad, and the ugly! Life is too beautiful to just waste it on silly drama from she said this to he said that shit. I booted out the ones that I don't need in my life and embrace the ones that I do. My life couldn't be anymore complete! I found true happiness, and true happiness is found from within. My na'au is what I trust and my heart is what I listen to. And now I'm finally ready to face the world and take it one step at a time. No bullshit, No settling for less, and most def NO LOSER will get my BEST! I leave my hopes and my faith all to Ke Akua, which he will help guide me. =) My family and friends are the most imporant thing in my life and without them I would be nothing...they helped me open my eyes and realize that there is more out there, and I finally understand, everything is crytal clear. Let my journey begin!
"the road of life is rocky and you may stumble too, so while you point your fingers someone else is judging you." -- Bob Marley
Monday, November 16, 2009
Lastnight I got to spend time with my long lost love Sam. We stayed up talking all the way to 3 in the morning. Crazy as it sounds we talked about so much stuff a lot of catching up was well needed. I helped her out in her problems as well as she helped me out in mines. Although being so lost and confuse with the situation I am in and hearing what everyone else had to say it was just alittle too much. I mean I understand where they are coming from and seeing what was right from wrong but sometimes I feel that I might have to learn things the hard way. But I'm just going to play it by ear to see where things go and how things go. Nothing wrong in trying right? Well let's just see, that things do work out for the better, regardless what the out come is.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Can my life get any worse. Seriously, I'm more mad at myself for letting it happen and I let my emotions get the best of me mixed with alcohol. Trust me, this is one thing I wish I could forget let alone wish it never happened but it did. It is what it is and I'm so facing the music. I should of listen and stuck with my decision on not going out and kept my good girl status. But nope I went out anyways and look what happen. (shaking head) But to be completely honest it was a fun night until he showed up and thats when I decided to get alittle crazy with my drinking. WHAT A BIG MOTHER FUCKING MISTAKE!!!! I'm truly disappointed in myself and I know that it will never ever happen again. But with all the drinking that went down I'm truly surprise that I didn't get a hangover. But while I was trying to put the pieces back together of that night, all I could think of is wishing I could change the hands of time, so fucked up! But it's okay though, I know things will be okay and that this is just a lesson that I've learned and make sure that this will never happen again. And going out is truly out of the question, back to good girl status!
Monday, October 26, 2009
So let me update you on my current HAPPINESS =). The other weekend I went out with my friends and had a ball. Seriously, I ended up meeting a guy from a friend and he is such a sweetheart. We ended up dancing and exchanging numbers haha, and we actually got to talk that night well more like that morning. Didn't get home til like 5 in the morning. It was crazy. Then the next day he ended up calling me to see what was I doing and ever since then we been talking on the phone for over an hour, we talk about random stuff and we actually got to hang out too. He is so respectful, I never ever in my life met someone like him. And I'm gald that I did. He makes me laugh without even trying. I could just look at him and ended up with a smile and just laugh. I honestly thought that I would never find someone that can make me happy and I finally found someone. I'm really hoping and praying that this works out. I'm not rushing in anyway but I don't want a good guy or should I say the RIGHT guy slip away. And FYI this is the right guy to be bring home to meet the family although he already met Kaliko and Kaliko is the one to be worried about but Kaliko likes him alot. Kaliko told me that FINALLY, Alise you found someone that can treat you right. HAH! So people lets cross our fingers that this isn't BS.
Then Girls Night, OMG last week Thursday Italiano Night was crazy. haha5 bottles of wine between 4 girls not a good idea. hahaha...From that we all ended up in Wai had two rounds of beers, to 3 shots. And from that it ended up with me and Lovely falling on the dance floor. haha...Crazy I know! So negative on the Wai night. So this Thursday night it's Kabuki Night. Sushi and sakebombs. This should be another crazy night. Let's hope we don't get too carried away hahaha.
Yesterday was a fun day, Candice and I did a photoshoot down at the Mill. Well it was suppose to be me, Candice, Lovely, and Omi but Omi and Love had to cancel so it was just Candice and I. And to top it off it was Candice's first photoshoot. And she did amazing =). My body hurts like hell from geting washed away from the waves and I'm pretty sure Candice feels the same way too plus she ended up hurting her toe. But the pictures came out really good and I can't wait to get them and start posting it. I haven't done a photoshoot in a while just because I didn't have anytime for it or because I normally always have someone with me when I did my photoshoot. But now I'm back in action and I can't wait to set up more photoshoots =)
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Living the single life is fun, I'm actually finally finding myself. I mean I was single most of the high school years then right out of high school I ended up with Chase and blah blah blah...but once Chase and I broke up and I actually got to live my life single I actually am having a good time feeling things out in my life. Finding me and so on. I guess it's hard to explain but once you turn 21 everything has changed and you look at life fully differently. Now that I'm 22 I'm having more fun then ever. Found out who is my real friends and weeding them out of my life, I built a fully proof wall to block anything or anyone from breaking my heart. And by doing this it might kick me in the ass because maybe one day a really good guy would come along and I would have this wall and I won't let it down. But until that day comes I'm not going to worry about it.
So I'm back dancing hula, I'm working out! YES people ALISE is WORKING OUT! OMG haha...and to top it off I'm actually running! haha...ALISE and RUNNING doesn't go in the same sentence let me tell you. I rather do a grandma power walk then actually run. But I'm still a true believer that SWIMMERS aren't RUNNERS. But I'm trying to change to better myself. So Candice and I are trying to go runner at Liliokani everyday. And also, I am hardly going out. Being that people LOVE to keep tabs on me I'm just going to lay low. Going out to the bars is fun and all but it gets old really fast. So me and Lovely decided we will be doing Thursday Night Girls Night at my house. Every week it's a different theme in food wise, like last week Thursday we did butteryaki and drank 3 bottles of wine! Yes 3 bottles of wine that is super crazy but we had so much fun, and this past Thursday we did Mexican night. So all the girls came over and we ate and talk while watching ATL Housewives. My favorite. I just love Ne-Ne. haha...So next week it's Italiano night and Love will be making pasta and I'll be making french onion soup with dessert =) and we will be having wine. haha...So heres to the new tradition with great friends =)
As for my love life, nothing really going on there. I'm just cruzzing it having fun, and no not no one night stands or anything. Just hanging out talking stories nothing serious, well not yet anyways. I made a promise to myself that I won't get emotionally attach to anyone unless I know he is the right one. Don't want to go through that heart breaking situation again. And thats why I built that fully proof wall. haha. But the single life is fun, and I'm enjoying every minute of it. My co-worker Chris told me that "Alise, your young enjoy life to the fulliest, don't settle down yet cause there is so much in life you have not seen it your enjoyed. When you hit 26-27 and your single then thats when you start to worry!" haha...So I'm taking Chris's advice but if I find someone along the way Mr. Right then I'm going to settle down. Well, I'm ready to settle down and have a family but with Mr. Right and not Mr. Wrong. I only want to get married once so I'm not going to be wasting my time on someone who doesn't have the Mr. Right. But until then I'm going to be having my fun =)
Monday, September 28, 2009
So it's been a while since I've wrote a blog, but it's been super crazy and trust me an emotional one as well. Chase and I are truly over, no more crying no more wondering what if's nothing. He broke my heart in more ways then just one. And I finally realized that he wasn't worth my time and day. And that this was just a great learning experience, and from all this I found out who my true friends are. Some people say that you have to go through the bad to find the good, and I honestly found good. I'm happy with where things are going for you, and trust me it only goes up from here. I have all the people I need in the world.
Now for more of a happier note my birthday =). My co-workers bought me hello kitty balloons and hello kitty pencils to go with my hello kitty theme desk appearance. haha...As for all my friends calling me and texting me happy birthday. And for my special someone who made my dad by a special text =). LOVE IT! Then dad's girlfriend Mel came in for the night and dad, Mel, Kaliko, and I went to eat dinner at Cafe Pesto. Which was really nice. I enjoyed myself. Since my birthday was on a Monday, we meaning Candice and Ekona all decided to throw our birthday party that weekend.
Then, this past Saturday Candice, Ekona, and I threw a birthday party which we all had a blast. My Manini came haha...Although I didn't let myself get drunk I had a few drinks which was good enough for me dance with some friends and talked to a whole lot of other friends, then my special someone decided to come but he wasn't wearing the right clothes to get in so we both sat in the parking lot in his car just talking and then a fight was about to break out so we watched that, then we decided to head back to my house. Once we got back to my house we watched tv and we both fell asleep. (and trust me nothing happened) The next thing I know it's 4 in the morning and he got up and he went home. It was a great night. What better way to celebrate my birthday with friends and then spending QT with that special someone, it can't get any better then that =)
Things are looking good for me right now and I can't be any happier there are many things for me to look forward too, and October I'm ready for you! haha...I cant wait til October 17th. Can't wait to watch my special someone fight. He has been training really hard for this fight dropping weight and I feel really bad because he can only eat salads so whenever he comes over I always have salads ready for him to eat. But I'm super excited, then after the fights I can't wait for Halloween =) hopefully things will work out where we'll be going to Oahu and partying it up in there =)
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